Thursday, September 14, 2006
It sounds like I won't be seeing 'my boys' any time soon. I've been told that my youngest daughter, aka "mom", will be staying where she is... not coming back. I'm not sure what that means for sure because the person telling me this has a reputation for getting details wrong. But I fear the possibility of it being so is very high.
I feel like one of the pins in a bowling alley... and the ball of life just keeps knocking me over again and again.
It seems the minute 'mom' starts to get her life in order she has to do something to screw it up. And when she screws her life up, she screws it up for her boys, too. And the fallout hits us all.
I think the Universe gave me a 'heads-up' last Sunday. A 'preview' if you will.
Some days it just doesn't pay to be alive.